Fuzzy Bumbles I saw a big fat bumblebee cruising around my flowers yesterday and it made me so inexplicably happy. Maybe it's the stress of my finals this week or the fact that I have been bedridden due to illness for the past week, but that bee buzz buzzing just mdr my day.

Finals. As in the end. What a lie!

I don't live in fear of finals like many of my younger fellow students do. Maybe because I have enough life experience to know that I will get through finals alive and well and that's all that matters. Maintaining sanity is key to a manageable life. That said, I am so undenyably exhausted, and I am thrilled this school year will soon be over. 

I am looking forward to spending time with my kiddo agian without having assignment due dates constantly lingering in the back of my skull. However I am not looking forward to having more time to think about how much I dispise my job. One thing at a time.

I am hoping that during my four month summer break I will be able to start my own business, buy a new house, buy a new car for my other half (his was recently totalled in a terrible car accident; he is recovering thank the goodness of earth,) and plan and take a vacation with my kiddo. I have high hopes for my future self. She better be up to it, because my present self is not taking no for an answer.

Outlet

I'm a 31 year old woman with a soon-to-be teenager. I am in my second year of what is supposed to be a four year education degree, realistically it's going to be more like a five or six year degree. I have a baby daddy/boyfriend that I've been with for 99% of the last 13 years. I work at a dead end job that I loathe and feel trapped in, which for so many is the curse of the first world. I shouldn't complain. I am very fortunate for my life bs everything in it. However, many days I feel like I am at my wits end. And so I will blog.